NewBorn and Break Bone

dArNnnn.....it's almost a week for the maktab holiday..now it's time to face the lecturers and get the another tasks( a jerky assignment, i ht most the task cuz sumetime it really need a lot of tought and effort on it(i really hate thoughts and task coz' it's troublesome...

Enough about da aksimen cuz i'm not used talked about it( i think so)... here, i want to write it up bout' what incident happen since the last post...Instead of bad new, there are also sumethin quite interesting happen to me this followin' days.

1stly, my brother(my sister's husband) fall from roof(doing a wiring)and broke his right leg(i think it is the ankle)...now, his son, afiq(about 3,4 yrs old) keep ringing me and he 'worrying' about the situation coz' he didn't buy any cloth for his Ari Raya yet..and his sister keep remind her grandmother to not forget her ari raya cloth (my mother quite good in tailoring..that's why i think that i also hv that talent...hahaha..joking...sewing is one thing that i hate most instead of ironing and washing clothes..Coz of that, i always buy clothes that easy to trim..)...my mother usually make ari raya clothes to her grandchildren..i'm not sure the number, but as i heard from phone, she wants 3 ari raya clothes...(hai..kakak byk bj raya, tp posanya tk)...luckily for my mother and me i think( i also being a victim coz i'm the one that went to shop to buy needle, thread, button n some many items needed for the clothing), that because we hv only 2.5 girls(hanif maisara, alia faqihah and the 3 months baby, irdina balqis)..so, my mother only need to prepare clothing for the 2 girls only...

2nd new, my sister hv gv a birth on thursday midnite...the baby is a boy(but i did't remember his name-i think that i quite bad in memorising things)... although it's not normal birth cuz' my sister giving birth through the operation(it's because she was passing her pregnancy time...luckily, she in mint condition and same wir the her son with a normal weight...but cuz she hv undergo an operation, she warded for 4 days...i think tomorrow (Monday)she could went back home....

that's all from me today....kindly hope that my brother-in-law and my sister wif her baby in pink of health...

Not Again!!!

i think that i can call this following month as a Month of Sadness coz a lot of sad incident happened. first of all, for the two month my cousin's wife passed away, followed by my grandmother on last month..then, 4 days ago, my cousin(he was 2 years younger than me) died...and..today i have received another call from hospital(HuSM) saying that my 'tok sedara' died during sahur time...
so...it's bad to me and my family cuz we have to face with these death...
but..i think my sadness can't compare with my auntie cuz she had lost 3 person within these two month..(her daughter's in law, her mother and then her beloved son)..she was very deeply sad especially when her son(he was the youngest of the family) died..what can i say....altougth i'm have no feeling seeing the deaths but after look at my uncle face(he was crying for these folloeing days), i'm touch with that...it was so touching when looking mans cries especially they were adults...i say because before this i have saw my auntie cry during my grandmother burial ceremony and unlike my uncle they were bear on it...but after the three death in rows, they won't able to handle it again...and i'm sure that i'm also will cry if the incident happen to my family....
thus, it was really sad for the whole family...and seemingly there are no more joying in the family...i also feel sad but what can i do???

mmm...i think that's all from me....i have to go to my tok sedara house in jertih...just hoppin' that there are no more bad news or sad or crying..(i hate most people whom cry...no cry or tears cuz it only hurt the corpse...let bygone be bygone....)...speaking on that, i remember one words saying, 'Don't crying for the breaking but cry for a meeting, cuz a meeting is cause for breaking'...

i hope as u read this post, please recite Al-fatihah to my cousin's wife, my grandmother, my cousin and my tok sedara and also to all died muslim...hope that they will rest in peace.... May Allah forgive thier soul and place him among As syuhada' and As Solihin in Paradise. May Allah accept their good deeds.


" Every soul shall have a taste of death: and only on the Day of Judgment shall you be paid your full recompense. only He who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life): for the life of This world is but goods and chattels of deception."
( Aali Imran: 185)

AL-FATIHAH....

Hijrah

i think this is my turning point to change to be a teacher..so, next time i hope that i manage to writing up this blog in English, i knew that my language will be poor but go the hell for whom commenting me for my bad language used cuz i'm doing this is for mine not urs...
i hope for this upcoming fasting month i'll able to do my services to my Creator...and as promises to myself that i don't want to let my guard down especially when dealing with my nephews (fizi, ruza, hanis, alia, afiq, balqis n hazim) whom always force me to bought foods for them..hey..kids..don't let it last year incident happens again...ur uncle is not strong enough to face it...last but not least, i hope that there are no more trips to Rantau Panjang during fasting day...only 'we' knew what happen at time....
finally, sorry if i had used the wrong language or insulted anyone with this writing..i had tried my best to not mention any name or character or the place or time so that it will be 'our' secret..don't ask me who, but asking can't we afford to deal with it...i'm sure that anyone can't stand for it...heheehe

Aku n mafia

Jangan Pilih Jalan belakang....

argghhhh...bakpolah ak addicted sgt ngan game Mafia Wars KT Fb ni?? adakah aku telah dihipnosis oleh FB??Atau adakah ak memang sebenarnya seorang Mafia?? atau adakah mafia itu adalah aku?? atau adakah sebenarnya ejaan "mafia' tu adalah 'mintzia'?? Please someone help me out cuz i hv many works to do instead of playing this rubbish games...(tgk kn da xpsl2 ak speakim-mgkn ni sbb trpengaruh ngan mafia??)
Tp ak rs ini bkn salah ak..ini slh member ak..woitt...apasal ajak ak men bnda alah ni!!!
n kepada mafia2 yg tlah serang ak @ sucker punch kt kening ak, siaplah untuk berperang..u hv choose the wrong person to mess up with...(kata2 seorang ganster kg pinang sebatang)

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4Ever FrenZZ

17/08...... ari ni dalam sejarah(3 months to go)

ari ni genaplah lebih kurang 5tahun, 2 bulan (atau 3tahun,7bulan) sejak tertubuhnya b.ed maths-uh ni...sepanjang berada disini ak lebih memahami budaya kelatan malah bertambah baik ketika speaking kelate(ak sbnrnya dr K.L)...jd, kesimpulannya..time2 ak duk surf tenet td ttibe ak trjumpa lagu Friend Forever(Vitamin C) ni..maka, dengan lemah-lembut n xtaw mal0nya, ak trus klik kt link lagu maka tertubikla kt blog ak ni...untuk lebih mudah kita goyang2 kepala time dgr lagu ni, ak ltak dia nyer lyric kt cni...
Enjoys the Clubbin'..


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat chorus 3x

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Kata Hukamat:
JANGAN TANGISI PERPISAHAN SEBALIKNYA TANGISILAH PERTEMUAN KERANA TANPA PERTEMUAN MAKA TIADALAH PERPISAHAN

BIG -retold story

BIG - The last Chance...

(extracted from BIG Report..hehehe)

Pada 20-23 Julai 2009(khamis - Jumaat), Guru-guru Pelatih dari Program B. Ed Matematik (program kerjasama Universiti Herfordshire) telah menghadiri Program Bina Insan Guru atau lebih dikenali sebagai BIG yang bertempat di Tapak Perkhemahan Pulau Poh Tasik Kenyir, Terengganu. Seramai 50 orang pelajar B. Ed Matematik diiringi dengan pensyarah pembimbing iaitu Tutor dari kelas Matematik 1 dan Matematik 2 serta pensyarah dari Jabatan Pendidikan Jasmani dan Kesihatan. Pemilihan Tapak Perkhemahan Pulau Poh Tasik Kenyir sebagai lokasi BIG adalah tepat kerana kedudukannya yang terletak jauh dari bandar disamping keindahan flora dan faunanya telah menjadikan Tasik Kenyir satu kawasan yang strategik untuk mejalankan aktiviti-aktiviti untuk BIG ini.

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nk thu lbih lnjut, sila brhubung ngan lecturer ak sbb mereka yg smpan report sbe ak..
post pertamaku yg mggunakan bhsa buku..hehehe

Kisah SkemPus

akhirnya dgn ssh pyh dn brmandi peluh slma 3hari, 3malam..akhirnya trtubiklah blog skempus ni... firstly, credit to Bro Bob sbb ajar kawe guana nk wat blog ni(sblm ni ak da ada blog tp xtaw nk publish post(ak guna wordpress)......thankz for u all..(n brsempena ngan perasmian blog ak ni, mlm ni ak blnja smua skyjuice kt Fat Rice Corner)...
this is my first post, jd ak rs xprlula ak tulis pnjang2 cuz ni pun saje nk test power(test function kt blogspot ni)...mmm..to readers...hope u enjoy read my story wal0pon rs xmnarik tp layan je r...
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(skempus is not skema nak mampus)

Ada Vs Tiada

Ada Vs Tiada

Luangkan 3minit dr ms anda dgn menyedekahkan Al-Fathihah kepada arwah nenek ak...Aisyah Binti Saadiah...

Sbnrnya da lm ak smpn post ni dlm laptop ak, igtkn nk publish kt mintzcool.wordpress.com tp ntah mcm mana atau mgkn ak ni buta it kali, tu sbbnya xdpt post ag bnda ni....B.I.G dgr nm pon da sakit ati, tp nk wat guana sbb bnda ni mmg wajib tuk cikgu2 pelatih...kalo ikut ati ak, mmg xsey g doh..mgkn aktiviti big ni plg ak igt smpai bl2 sbb time big tu la ak nyer birthday n jugak time seseorg yg ak sygi iaitu satu2nya nenek yg ak igt wajahnya(tok2 ak yg laennya ak xdpt igt sbb smuanya da meninggal time ak kecik2 dl)....
19/07/2009....ak mmg rs pelik giler n brdebar2...tmbah2 ag bl ak chek kt HP ak, ada 23 miscall notification dr umah...jd bl ak call blk, emak ak brithu yg tok esah (nm nenek ak) mninggal kul 6ptg..astaghfirullah azim...pkl 6ptg ak msh ada kt pdang heppi2 men bola...
slps siap mndi, smyg trus start moto blk umah...time tu mmg da rmai org kumpul...hmpir smua spupu n sedara mara ada kt ctu....slps brchit chat ngan sep2 ni, mak ak pnggil suh bc yassin tuk arwah tok ak...wlopon ak rs cm xmaw recite yasin tp sbb tu tok jer tok ak yg msh ada (sorg lg kt besut) ak hbiskan gak 3,4 x bacaan yassin...(sbnrya ak bknnya mls nk bc tp ak agak kureng bl brada kt cc org yg da mninggal...(st ag ak agak fobia ngan hospital) bknnya sbb apa tp ak plg xsuka lihat org mnangis lbih2 ag kaum hawa sbb bg ak air mata mnunjukkn kta lemah...STOP CRYING ok...devil may cry but not human.....huaarrghhhh....mgantuk..smbung esok r.....